I gave in to the Banzai Burger at Red Robin

So what. I gave in. I had to. This freaking burger was haunting me just about every other hour of every single day and if i thought that I could for ONCE control my food thoughts during the day it would come to me in the night! I had a dream it was following me driving the car behind me. I had a dream it plopped down and sat itself next to me on the couch. I also had a dream that we aerved these deadly burgers AT MY FREAKIN wedding!!!! and I couldnt have one! how rude!! So I had a stressful court date, I had been trying to shake this achey fever, AND I crumbled. I think that since I had this burger that I have had my fill for a while and I dont feel deprived. The thing that I keep wondering is that the burger was about a pound of fat with the french friends (3600 calories) so after I ate it i drank a lot of water and walked around Oakland mall for about an hour shopping for a ring for adrian, and this morning I weighed LESS! what in the world. I had been up to even seeing 215.8 on the scale- but this morning I saw 208.6 and I WILL TAKE IT!!!!!!!!! Even if it is just a mean trick that my scale is playing on me!

Dear Banzai Burger,

After weeks and weeks of you haunting me in my dreams whether it be on my couch or in my rearview mirror- I finally gave in to your zillion calorie goodness. You were worth it, but I am sorry to say that I have had my "fix" and wont be needing you any more SO STAY AWAY FROM ME AND MY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT TO HAVE TO EAT! thanks!

your biggest fan,

Jessica