10 pound blue ribbon! I am the PRIZE PIG

WELL- I did it! I am T E N pounds lighter and although i dont see major changes about the way my body looks, I feel incredible and in control. The feeling of being in control of your actions and feelings about your body is the best feeling I have had in a long time and I wish that everyone could have that feeling about themselves and their body.

I want people to notice- losing weight is such hard work and you have to make some serious conscious efforts in order to do it! I wonder how many pounds I will lose before someone says something- maybe they wont. maybe weight just doesn't matter- I guess it really doesn't, its nothing that I ever really bothered with myself or particularly noticed on other people.
I am nothing to look at, but I want someone to look at me and notice me. hahaha.

I AM WORRYING ABOUT MY SKIN SAGGING.

already my front butt feels like its resting on my thighs when i sit down and its hurting my feelings. I HOPE that i can "bounce back" and my skin will look normal.

I have hit my goal for Shannon's shower which is next week- THEN my next goal that weight watchers set for me is my 5% goal which is about 12 lbs. I hope to hit that next week.

well see what happens! I want to look good in a 2 piece swimming suit for my honeymoon!